March 26, 2012

Dear Owen (some of Momma’s thoughts on you turning 3)…(oh yeah and that whole preschool thing!)


Holy moly you are 3.  Yes that is right. I said Holy Moly. And if I were talking to you right now, you’d probably say it too.  Just because that is what you are into.  Repeating.  Every phrase we utter…you match it in tone and phrase!  Anyway…onto the point…what do I think about you turning 3?  Well…it’s pretty amazing.  When I imagined life with a baby, at first I didn’t imagine the baby part so much. I didn’t imagine all the amazing little things that happen before you have a walking, talking little one.  The late night cuddles and the challenges, triumphs, firsts and the simple amazing-ness of watching you change into you. Of looking back at your baby photos and seeing how you really look like you…we just didn’t know what big-boy you was going to look like. But he’s there…in the pictures. Smiling like always.

And that pesky thing about going to preschool. I honestly can’t figure out exactly what to say. You’re growing up.  It’s wonderful.  It’s also another reminder that as parents, one day your child grows up and doesn’t need you anymore.  This is the first time in your little life that you aren’t going to need us.  A few hours every day. You’re in someone else’s hand. Someone else is in charge of molding you, talking to you, giving you snack. Sharing your life with you.  No wonder school is so hard for parents. I kind of didn’t get it until I was here. But now I do buddy. In a big way. 

So I guess as we approach these two big milestones…I’ll just say this. Don’t ever forget how much we love you. Don’t grow up too fast on us.  And have so much amazing fun.  Play and grow and laugh and enjoy yourself! Life is too short to do otherwise.  Every day is a gift…even if we don’t live everyday in this manner. It’s important to try to remember when we can.  And for the last 3 years…you’ve been another daily reminder that God loves us.

Happy Birthday and happy first day of preschool.  Momma may need you to hold her hand…because this day is gonna be a tear-filled one for her.

Love you big boy.  More than words could ever say.

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